"It was all medical concern. None of it was vanity," Melissa Ann Rowland told The Associated Press a day after prosecutors charged her with exhibiting "depraved indifference to human life" in avoiding the C-section. One nurse told police Rowland said she would rather "lose one of the babies than be cut like that."
Rowland said her other two young children, ages 7 and 9, both were delivered by C-section.
"I never imagined having a stillborn would get me national news coverage or a murder charge," Rowland said during a jail interview.
Her attorney, meanwhile, said she had a long history of mental illness. Rowland said she had attempted suicide twice and spent time in a psychiatric hospital.
Rowland, 28, who has been jailed since mid-January on a child endangerment charge involving the surviving twin, said she was informed of the murder charge Thursday evening by reporters.
"I feel like I'm getting a lot of attention that (should be) my private business," she said.
Critics of the charges say the case could affect abortion rights and open the door to the prosecution of mothers who smoke, fail to follow their obstetrician's diet advice or take some other action that endangers a fetus.
"I see this as part of an overall focus of a certain movement on fetal rights and an effort to elevate fetal rights above the rights of a woman," said said Kim Gandy, president of the National Organization for Women and a former prosecutor.
A phone message left at the headquarters for the National Right to Life Committee seeking comment was not immediately returned.
Rowland, from the Salt Lake City suburb of West Jordan, was warned numerous times between Christmas and Jan. 9 that her unborn twins were likely to die if she did not get immediate medical treatment, charging documents allege. When she delivered them Jan. 13, a baby girl survived but her twin, a boy, was stillborn.
She was charged with criminal homicide. Rowland said the child endangerment charge stems from allegations that the surviving baby girl had drugs and alcohol in her system, which Rowland denies.
The baby has been adopted by a family Rowland knows. Her other children live with her estranged husband's parents.
Rowland's attorney, Michael Sikora, called a C-section major surgery and told The Salt Lake Tribune "it would come as no surprise that a woman with major mental illness would fear it."
Prosecutors allege that Rowland told a nurse during a January visit to a hospital that doctors wanted to cut her "from breast bone to pubic bone" and she would rather "lose one of the babies than be cut like that."
Rowland denied making the statements, but remembers that hospital visit as "very stressful. Doctors there had me very upset." She was concerned about her recovery time and the nature of the surgery, she said.
She said she was never concerned about her babies' health because in all her hospital visits, she was told the babies had good heartbeats and were fine.
By Alexandria Sage