February 23, 2009 10:38 AM

8 Years Later, Levys Stuck In "Bad Dream"

(CBS/AP)  "The whole thing's a bad dream," said Susan Levy, reflecting on the agonizingly long eight years since the death of her daughter, whose murder may finally have been solved.

For Susan and Robert Levy, their nightmare began in May 2001, when their daughter, 24-year-old Chandra Levy, a 24-year-old government intern, vanished from her Washington, D.C. apartment.

Complicating the search was a shocking revelation that Chandra was having an affair with a married congressman, Gary Condit.

Her remains were found in a Washington, D.C. park the following year. Now, eight years after her death, her mother said the sudden news late Friday that police planned to arrest a Salvadoran immigrant in the slaying may resolve the crime, but it will do nothing to stem her family's heartache.

Robert and Susan Levy said news of the imminent arrest does not quite seem "real" to them yet, because it has been so long, and they are angry at the way police have handled the investigation.

In an interview at their Modesto, Calif., home with The Early Show anchor Harry Smith, Robert Levy said that the police lost sight of Chandra's killer because of the attention being paid to Condit. "They knew about this other guy," he said.

The "other guy" being Ingmar Guandique, 27, a man already in a federal prison in Adelanto, California, for two assaults in Rock Creek Park. Those assaults happened the same time Chandra disappeared, and close to where her remains were found. And yet the case, officially, went cold.

"It seems incredible, in retrospect, that here he assaults two different women in basically the same, exact spot. How can they not put that together somehow?" Smith asked.

"Bad police work," Susan said.

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(Chandra Levy was a government intern who disappeared in 2001. Her remains were found in a Washington, D.C. park a year later.)

D.C. police spokesman Officer Quintin Peterson told the Associate Press Sunday that he could not comment on the investigation.

An inmate serving time with Guandique reportedly told investigators that Guandique told him he killed Levy, but Guandique is said to have told police he saw Levy in the park, but didn't harm her.

Avis Buchanan, director of the Washington, D.C., Public Defender Service, said in an e-mail that her office is still representing Gaundique, but the lawyer who was previously assigned to him is no longer with the office.

Guandique's arrest, according to numerous published reports, is now imminent. Facing him in court is something the Levys both welcome … and dread.

"Would you go to the trial?" Smith asked.

Susan said she probably would. "I'll probably go," said Robert, "but I really don't want to."

"It's pretty hard," Susan said, who said the latest news fills her with feelings of sorrow and sadness. "I mean, it's bittersweet to find that there's going to be a warrant served, but sadness because the sentence we have as parents is life without our daughter," she told Smith.

While they look to the perpetrator for blame, they both also express anger toward former congressman Condit and his relationship with their daughter.

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(Left: Former Democratic Congressmen Gary Condit of California denied complicity in Levy's disappearance or death, but news of an affair with the 24-year-old ended his political career.)

"We didn't appreciate that relationship," Robert said. "You know, that was definitely not a good thing, I can say that for sure. But we don't want to say anything more about it."

"Do you feel like he took advantage of her?" Smith asked.

"Yeah, you know, it didn't help anything. It just didn't help," Robert said.

Robert and Susan Levy still have photos of Chandra throughout their house and the memories remain quite strong.

"Has there been a normal day in this house since May of 2001?" Smith asked.

"Not really," Robert said. "Without Chandra, it's never really normal."

Susan added, "It's a void. It's definitely a void."

Susan said she may never get closure, but what she wants right now more than anything is justice.


"Grief Is Like A Marathon"

In the first weeks after her daughter disappeared and became a media sensation, grief hit Susan Levy so hard she could not move from a fetal position on the living room couch.

After authorities questioned Condit in the disappearance and revealed his affair with Chandra, media from around the world descended on the family's split-level home amid the orchards of Modesto, a sleepy city 90 miles east of San Francisco.

Susan, Robert and their son Adam retreated, and drew the blinds hoping to cope with their anguish in peace.

By the time Chandra's remains were found a year later, her mother had found enough strength to dial Washington police detectives to ask why it was taking so long to find her daughter's killer.

"Grief is like a marathon," Susan Levy said. "You don't get over it. It recycles itself."

Bit by bit, Susan emerged with the help of another mother, Donna Raley, and other friends, and started leaving the house to practice yoga or ride her horses, anything to escape the television trucks parked in two single-file lines along their cul-de-sac.

When Raley first rang Levy's doorbell to offer support, she found Susan wasn't eating.

"She was somber, she was almost in a fetal position on that couch. I told her I, too, had lost a child and we sat and cried," Raley said. "I said she could either let whoever took her daughter take her and her marriage, too, or she could stand tall and fight back."

Only a year after Chandra's disappearance on May 1, 2001, she and Raley founded a nonprofit advocacy group called Wings of Protection to help family members of violent crime victims who are missing.

Then, after bungled searches by the D.C. police, came the news that a dog walker had discovered Chandra's remains under the forest canopy of Rock Creek Park in May 2002.

The family's hopes that she might still be alive were extinguished.

"We used to hope for her to have a happy life, and a fulfilling career," said her father Bob Levy, an oncologist. "We started praying for her to be reincarnated."

Hobbled by pain, the couple explored Buddhism, Hinduism and Christianity, and Chandra's father began keeping a log of signs that his daughter's spirit was present - small things, such as a rainbow after a storm, or her godmother's dream that Chandra wanted to send her parents a message.

They also looked for solace in Modesto's close-knit Jewish community, he said.

Each Yom Kippur, the holiest day in the Jewish calendar, they would pray at Congregation Beth Shalom for those who had passed. And each year, the congregation would light a candle in Chandra's name and bring out a special, small Torah donated by the Levys, a collection of sacred scrolls of Hebrew Scriptures smuggled out of Germany during the Holocaust.

"We all call it the Levy Torah, and everyone feels it's an honor to hold it because it's a reminder of the recent death of Chandra," said Joyce Gandelman, a leader at the synagogue who sings with Susan in the choir. "She hasn't left Modesto. Chandra's spirit is still here."

Photos of the young intern adorn the home where she grew up.

Her parents still take sleeping pills sometimes to get through the night, though her mother said therapy has been of some help.

But as with many families struggling with the slow course of the justice system, the Levys have been largely left alone to work through their unanswered questions.

"I was hoping the detectives would call once a month and I would get an update," Susan Levy said. "But it's probably, 3, 4, 5 months and you don't hear anything from them."

Friday night's breakthrough call from Washington, D.C. Police Chief Cathy Lanier came as a surprise, she said.

"For a minute there, I felt energized and ecstatic hearing that a warrant would be served, just knowing that someone is doing something, that they hadn't forgotten about me," Susan Levy said.

Family friend Pat Hall's eyes lit up when she was told there was a break in the case.

"It was tough, hard not knowing anything, not having any answers," she said. "We all had our suspicions, which obviously were wrong, and it cost Congressman Condit his job."

The Levys won't talk about Condit. The former Democratic congressman from Ceres, Calif., put out a statement after the news reports surfaced that Washington police were preparing an arrest warrant for Guandique.

"For the Levy family, we are glad they are finally getting the answers they deserve," Condit said in a statement to the Washington television station WJLA. "For my family, I am glad that their years of standing together in the face of such adversity have finally led to the truth."

Saturday, after hours of interviews, an exhausted Susan Levy said she was doing all she could to honor her daughter's passion for justice and law enforcement.

"We are just one family that has gone through this. How many other families have cold cases that are unsolved and are still looking for answers?" she said. "This is bittersweet. I still don't know if justice will be done."

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by howzilla February 25, 2009 9:10 AM EST
Gary Condit is still the prime suspect. I believe tensions between the two over his refusal to leave his wife resulted in threats by her to expose him and he used his contacts in Washington to have her killed. The park was used because of the history of violence there and isn't it convenient they have this suspect now? Gary Condit did it.
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by andie52 February 24, 2009 4:41 PM EST
andie52: "blame," vis-a-vis the affair, doesn't enter into anything, since Condit didn't kill anyone. Nonetheless, that the Levy girl was knowingly having an affair with a married man obviously shows something about her.
Posted by bobgee_1999 at 7:19 PM : Feb 23, 2009
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And what does it say about him.? He is a grandfather who was in his fifties with a history of adultery and she was 24. If any vows were broken it wasn?t by her.
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by bobgee_1999 February 23, 2009 10:19 PM EST
Can any of you people stick to the point?

Condit was a ****** that cheated on his wife, nothing more (assuming his wife cared). But a 24 year-old is old enough to be responsible for her own actions; nobody "took advantage" of anybody.

barbaraf4: maybe you should examine your taste in men instead of condemning the gender for your (let's presume) narrow experiences. Statistics indicate a quarter of men cheat (compared to 15% of women); though the numbers vary, none show that "most" men do.

andie52: "blame," vis-a-vis the affair, doesn't enter into anything, since Condit didn't kill anyone. Nonetheless, that the Levy girl was knowingly having an affair with a married man obviously shows something about her.

Whether or not Levy was promiscuous is impossible to say from one incident. But this is irrelevant, as promiscuity does not grant anyone license to murder her.
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by deleteagain0 February 23, 2009 10:04 PM EST
GARY CONDIT=MURDERER=GUILTY
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by rrozsa-2009 February 23, 2009 7:45 PM EST
It must be a lot harder to "move on" when you know that your daughter's killer is still out there and has never been brought to justice.
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by andie52 February 23, 2009 7:05 PM EST
There was another married man BEFORE Condit that she stalked. Yes, he was an adulterer (aren''t most men?) but she was promiscious.


Posted by barbaraf4 at 02:01 PM : Feb 23, 2009

Please don%u2019t play the game of blaming the victim.
Congressman Condit's specially hired PR flack began promoting a rumour that Chandra Levy was highly promiscuous, an avid participant in "one night stands."

At first glance this seems a natural ploy for Congressman Condit. After all, it raised the possibility of Chandra Levy having been murdered by some sinister "Mr Goodbar" she encountered in the course of her sexual hijinks. But on closer examination it turned out not only not to help the Congressman, but to reinforce suspicions of his guilt.
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by harbinger09 February 23, 2009 6:52 PM EST
No, she didn''t deserve to be murdered; however, we all have to die of something. Bad things just happen. Sometimes there is no explanation and sometimes there is no justice or closure. There is no reason to ruin your own life being depressed and sad over something you cannot control.

I lost two children on the same day. I allowed myself 1 year to mourn and then I got on with my own life. This is not cruel - This is healthy.

Posted by barbaraf4 at 02:07 PM : Feb 23, 2009

There are all kinds of ways to grieve and all kinds of ways to let go. It is not for you or I to say the best way for each person to handle their loss. It is very individual. You seem to be able to resolve your loss, brush yourself off and keep going, but some May hold their children in a deeper place that does not lend so readily to letting go.

If their lives revolved around their kids, or even was their "raison d'etre, it may be next to impossible to let go without dying themselves. To each his own.

condolences on your loss (I lost my mother, my grandmother, my cousin and two aunts all in the same year within a few months of each other) but please know that grief as well as love is very personal. There is no tried and true formula or one size fits all--no panacea no cure or solution. You found what worked for you--but just because you could and it worked for you, does not mean it could or would or SHOULD be the way anyone else with a loss approaches this. All very personal.
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by harbinger09 February 23, 2009 6:40 PM EST
I don't blame the Levy's. I would be angry and heartbroken if one of my children were murdered--until the day that I died. I always wondered about these people who could be interviewed after the death of their child--and they appeared so stoic...never cried or showed anything except resignation or acceptance. I always wondered what kind of relationship they had with their kids --that would allow them to be so cool about it, even when it just happened. I thought it was shock...but??????

Condolences to the Levys, this is one of a parents worse nightmares.
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by crzmeat1 February 23, 2009 6:14 PM EST
BARABARAF4..Sorry for your loss very mature coping mechanism a excellent example....
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by u-r-right February 23, 2009 5:58 PM EST
The scum that took her life is/was illegally in this country. Could this be a hate crime?
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