AP/ November 4, 2011, 11:52 AM

Giffords vows return to Congress in new book

PHOENIX - Rep. Gabrielle Giffords vows to return to Congress in a new book that details months of intense therapy and her emotional battle to come to terms with what happened when a gunman opened fire in front of a Tucson grocery store.

The memoir, called "Gabby: A Story of Courage and Hope," is the most personal and detailed look yet at Giffords' struggle over the past 10 months to relearn how to walk and talk, and her painful discovery that 12 others were wounded and six killed during the Jan. 8 attack.

The Associated Press purchased an advanced copy of the book. It is set for release on Nov. 15.

The book is written by Giffords' husband, former astronaut Mark Kelly, but Giffords delivers the last chapter -- a single page of short sentences and phrases entitled "Gabby's Voice" in which she says her goal is to get back to Congress.

"I will get stronger. I will return," she vows. Giffords, 40, stunned colleagues by appearing on the U.S. House floor in Washington on Aug. 1 to vote for the debt ceiling deal, but she has focused most of her time on her recovery at TIRR Memorial Hermann, a rehabilitation center in Houston.

Complete Coverage: Tragedy in Tucson

In the book, Kelly recalls trying to tell his wife several times what had happened that Jan. 8 morning, when Giffords was shot in the head while meeting constituents. But she didn't fully understand until March 12.

Kelly asked Giffords if she remembered being shot, and she replied that she did. When he asked what she remembered about it, she said three words: "Shot. Shocked. Scary."

Later that same day, Kelly was reading to her from a New York Times article about her recovery and skipped over a paragraph that said six others were killed. Giffords, following along, knew he left something out and pushed him to tell her what it was.

Kelly writes that after she learned of the deaths, Giffords was overcome with emotion and had trouble getting through her therapy. That night as they lay in bed, she told Kelly that she felt awful about all the people who were killed. He held her as she cried.

Six months later, after being released from the Houston hospital to Kelly's home 25 miles away, Giffords wanted to know who had been killed that day. He warned her that it would be tough on her because she knew two of the victims.

He started by telling her that her staff member Gabe Zimmerman died, which caused her to moan and cry in a wave of emotion. Then he told her about her friend, federal Judge John Roll, and the four other people she didn't know. Finally, he told her that Christina Taylor-Green, a 9-year-old girl born on Sept. 11, 2001, was among the dead.

After she got the news, Kelly writes that he held her as she processed the information and wept.

Kelly recounted the agonizing moments when several media outlets inaccurately reported that Giffords was dead, then described experiencing hope when he learned she was alive and being treated at a Tucson hospital.

When Kelly first saw Giffords after the shooting, he wrote that he was shocked at her state: She was in a coma with her head partially shaved and bandaged, her face black and blue, her body connected to a bunch of tubes. He told her how much he loved her and that she was going to survive.

He also describes the early days in Giffords' recovery and rehab in Texas, saying that the darkest moment came when Giffords panicked because she realized she couldn't talk. Her eyes were wide with fear and she was crying uncontrollably as Kelly tried his best to comfort her and assure her that she would get better.

The book describes lighter moments, like when President George H.W. Bush and his wife, Barbara, visited Giffords at the Texas hospital. Giffords kept replying to Bush with the only word she was able to say: "chicken." At another point, a specialist showed her various politicians to see if she recognized people. When she saw former California Gov. Arnold Schwarzenegger, she said: "Messin' around. Babies."

As she progressed, Kelly said Giffords learned to talk again, reciting the U.S. Constitution and Martin Luther King Jr.'s "I Have a Dream" speech.

The book reveals that because of her injuries, Giffords has lost 50 percent of her vision in both eyes.

Kelly also reveals that the couple was quietly trying to have a baby. Giffords had undergone several rounds of fertility treatments in the last few years and was hoping to be pregnant early in 2011.

Disclosure: "Gabby: A Story of Courage and Hope" is being published by Scribner, which is owned by CBS.

© 2011 The Associated Press. All Rights Reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten, or redistributed.
17 Comments Add a Comment
linkicon reporticon emailicon
stn_sage says:
From the very beginning of this story, the press just assumed,
that the attack was against her! But, there was multiple victims.
Accdng to the article above, 12 wounded and six killed!
One of them happened to be a judge, I'm wondering if maybe HE was
the real target?! And she just happened to be there at the right
place, at the right time, when the 'hit' occurred?!
Because frankly, she was a relatively new representative, low in
seniority, limited power, and probably hadn't stepped on too many toes!? Therefore, she hardly seems like a likely target!
Again, I think it was probably somebody else, who was the primary
target. I wish her a speedy recovery, but she ought to step down
for her district, because she can't do the job that they deserve!
reply
JV1970 replies:
linkicon reporticon emailicon
I totally agree!
linkicon reporticon emailicon
JV1970 says:
I'm still witing for Giffords to come out and say that she doesn't blame Sarah Palin for the shooting and puts to rest those that still insist on blaming Palin.
reply
JV1970 replies:
linkicon reporticon emailicon
I meant to say that I'm still waiting.
linkicon reporticon emailicon
kenodenis says:
Regardless of her anticipated therapeutic progress, she needs to step down right now as congresswoman so the people in her district can be properly represented by another. Not having done so yet just makes her look selfish and thoughtless.
reply
stn_sage replies:
linkicon reporticon emailicon
I agree with you! She ought to step down for her district!
But, it's right in keeping with the political mindset, the
vast majority of politicians seem to be greedy, selfish, and
thoughtless!
linkicon reporticon emailicon
hillbillyvol says:
Let your light shine girl!
reply
linkicon reporticon emailicon
tsigili says:
For now, however, no one is representing the people that sent her to Congress, in the first place.
reply
linkicon reporticon emailicon
jose_z1 says:
Any one running against her in 2012 is doomed from the start.. Dem or Rep
.
.
.
reply
linkicon reporticon emailicon
knucklecheese says:
This has nothing to do with politics. Whether it's due to an extremely "fortunate" bullet path, her phenomenal strength and determination, or both, it is truly amazing and inspiring to see any human being not only survive a gunshot to the head, but be on their feet again in less than 10 months. Personally, I'd really like to hear what this couple has to say about the journey.
reply
linkicon reporticon emailicon
VirgilCole says:
A book. Seriously?

Milk it, Milk it!

I bet the people that actually died would like to be able to write a book.

It's ridiculous at how this woman is treated like a "hero". She was giving a speech at a place she thought was safe and a nut job came up and started shooting. She wasn't doing anything heroic.

And as far as her recovery, most people in her same situation would do the same thing, recover.

She didn't use some sort of supernatural healing ability. The doctors that saved her are more of a hero than she is.

But she is the one with the book describing her "ordeal".

Unless she is donating every penny to a fund for the people who lost family members, I hope no one buys this book.
reply
kathrynlynch replies:
linkicon reporticon emailicon
It was a Saturday and this woman was working--not like other lawmakers playing golf or doing their usual--nothing.
canislupus16 replies:
linkicon reporticon emailicon
Good to know we still have our contingent of cold, unemotional, non-caring, unintelligible whack jobs on board today.

Kelly/Giffords are donating a portion of the sales to Arizona charities. As an able bodied "person," Vigil, what have you donated to help anyone in Arizona?
See all 4 Replies
linkicon reporticon emailicon
notparicular says:
Don't we have enough of Giffords yet?
reply
mmmmwrong replies:
linkicon reporticon emailicon
Wow. What a soulless prick you are.
See all 17 Comments
Scroll Left Scroll Right